I know that Sonic-the-Hedgie will see this, but I really need to get this off my chest and maybe get a bit of advice. Please Sonikku, don't feel upset with yourself or anything, I beg of you. Now, to start. Sonic-the-Hedgie and I have been best friends for over a year now. I had felt that we had grown really close and I was having the time of my life, but then she moved to Idaho, a state away from where I live. But, since then, she had told me she would try and be more honest with me, and now I'm starting to feel like I don't know her at all. It...hurts, to think about how many times she's lied to me about who she really is and how she's feeling about things. I never want to stop being her best friend, and I never would get angry at her for what she's done, I just...wish there was something I could do for her. She claims there's nothing I can do to help her loosen up and not be so nervous to talk to people, but I want to help her. There must be something I can do, I just don't know what. I've been getting the impression that she doesn't trust me, even if I know it's not the truth. I also feel like a rotten best friend to her, like I never should have become her friend. I've changed so much because of her being in my life, but I don't feel like I've done anything at all for her. It hurts to think all that's going on between us. It seemed so much more easy when she was lying, though I definitely don't want her to continue doing that. I'm just...so confused and in emotional pain. Sonic-the-Hedgie, you're my best friend until the day I die, but I really needed to write this. I'm so sorry if it makes you more upset, but...please understand. I don't think I can talk to my mom about this. I can't seem to cry to let out the pain either. I miss you so much Sonikku....